The message read:

"I got the job"

its amazing how much meaning and emotion resulted from those four words.

Toby got the one he wanted. The start of a new career for him. I am so happy for him. This however meant he can't come to Melb as previously planned.

For me though it means a decision has basically been made for me as i discussed with him several nights ago if he gets this job and enjoys it then i will return to HK to live.

I have no idea how i will tell my family.

I've already left them once before.

Tonight was fathers day dinner (delayed) i couldn't tell them then.

Uh!

I don't know how i feel about returning.